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Last night [27 Oct 2005|09:25am]
I got out of jail this morning at 7:30a.m. my exes new boy toy was at the my house last night when I got home from work. We ended up in a fist fight in the middle of the street and the cops were called. I was able to make bail and last I knew he was still in jail.
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free [26 Oct 2005|08:55am]
4 more dyas until I am a free man.I can do whatever I want to then and not feel guilt.I can run around my new apt. naked if I so please HE HE.I will post more later I have to get to class now.C y'all later.
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[24 Oct 2005|03:30pm]
a 12351234852141 questions!
basics
name:Brad
gender:male
hair color:brown if i had hair
eye color:hazel but they change colors
shoe size:11.5
what u want in a "mate"...choose one
guy/girl:girl
tall/short:short
goofy/serious:serious
loud/quiet:loud
black/white:either
hot/average:hot
sensitive/tough guy:sensitive
brown hair/blonde:both
prude/fast:fast
Friends
best:Dave
meanest:jim
the one u have but never really talk to:chaz
loudest:wally
shyest:scott
the one u kno u can always talk to:brian
crazyest:dave
weirdest:wally
the one that no one gets:wally,scott
long distance:jeff
the one ur losing:dave
one youve lost:brad s.
old bestfriend that u hate now:brad s.
the slut:my ex fiance
the prep:jim
the brain:scott
the anorexic:sabrina
the sporty one:me
the punk:?
the expeirenced:me
the shorty:me
the giant:wally
the bad dresser:dave
the good dresser:wally
the one u pretend to like cause every1 does but u both really hate eachothe:jeff
the one everyone hates but u:me
ur group:dave,wally,brian
friends not in ur group:everyone else
stupidest:dave
lazyest:dave
boy/girl friend
have one:yes
if soo name...:Tonya
do u rele like em:not really
u think they like u:yes
have u done anything yet:yes
if not do u want one:yes
what turns u on:sweet but innocent look
what turns u off:talkative
what do u look for:conservative but yet sluuty looks sometimes
do u like anyone:yes
name?:Tammy or Jen
did u tell them:yes
have u...
three some:no but want to might happen real soon
made out:yes
kissed oppisite sex:no
played seven min. in heaven:no
spin the bottle:yes
not showered for a week:yes I know it's gross I was in the military
picked nose:no
peed in a pool:yes I was really drunk
wet ur pants in school:no
got suspended:numerous times
not washed ur hair for a week:yes I was in the military
gone to the zoo:yes
done stuff on a bus:yes
kissed a random person:yes
started talking to someone random:yes
fallen down stairs in public:yes
gone the wrong way on an escalator:yes
walked into a wall:yes
tryed to push something and then flew backwards:yes
ate lunch in the bathroom:no
ate lunchalone in public:yes
sang in public:yes
danced in public:yes
steaked:yes
won some kid of food eating contest:yes
gotten pulled into a conga line:yes
said da bomb:yes
pulled someones hair in a fight:no
tackeled someone:yes
had a crush on a teacher:yes
thought u liked someone of the same sex:no
gotten grounded:yes
got arestted:yes
stole:yes
prank called:yes
been to disney:no
been out of the country:yes
played with urself:gross
had to play by urself:yes
been sa lonner:yes
fallen on ur head:yes
are u...
fat:no
skinny:no
average:yes
blonde:no
brown:yes when i had hair
red:no
girl:no
boy:yes
both:sometimes I feel that way
popular:no
geek:no
brain:yes
loner:sometimes
slut:presently yes
bitch:sometimes
nice:usually
prude:never
stupid:when I 'm drunk
frights
spiders:no
dark:no
people:some people
air:no
germs:no
making decions:no
making out:no way
men:yes gay men
tissues:no
toilets:no
mom:yes
dad:no
feet:ugly ones yes
parks:no
roads:no
cars:no
daytime:yes
outside:no
school:no
buildings:no
escalators:no
height:no
animals:no
babys:no
kids:no
hair:no i wish i had mine back
washer machines:no they can be fun
anything???:failing in life
things u dont want ppl to kno
have u wiped ur nose on something thats not supposed to be used like that:no
what u do in ur spare time:play guitar and sing in a band
when/who
first kiss:Gina P, 2nd grade playground
first boyfriend:never
first crush:gina p
first love:robin codding
first makeout party:6th grade
whhich one
blue/pink:blue
big/small:depends on what?
tape/glue:tape it is more interesting
city/town:town
movies/mall:movies great makeout place
comedy/thriller:thriller, someone scared can cuddle with you then
cartoon/mystory:mystery
tv/rasdio:radio
magazine/book:book
dishes/laundry:both in my house
wood floor/rug:depends on the deed
hair up/hair down:both are sexy
straight/curly:both
winter/summer:both
spring/fall:both
elementry/middle school:middle school
guy friends/girl friends:girl friends
this survey/nothing:this survey
bikini/one peice:both
flowers/stripes:stripes
lunch/breakfast:breakfast in bed
night/day:night
night out/night in:night in
pizza/cake:cake you can have it and eat it too
ice cream cake/ confetti cake:ice cream cake, more fun
watermelons/kiwi:kiwi better taste
orange juice/milk:oj
me/bob marley:me
random
do u think ur hot:no
do u think ur popular:no
do u think ur prude:no
do u thik guys want u:?
do u think ur fat:sometimes
Take this survey | Find more surveys
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This weekend [24 Oct 2005|03:09pm]
I finally got my apt. on Park ave.Yeah I will be moving in this weekend though.I am excited for Saturday I have to sing for 2 bands and then see my friends play.A new friend is coming out with me Scott. A cool person at school. We share the same musical groups and i feel that he is the only one who understands the music. Gotta go and get my keys post more tomorrow. BYE FOR NOW
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Last night [06 Oct 2005|10:42am]
Found out through a mutual friend that this past weekend when I was performing in Buffalo my fiance who didn't feel good and wanted to stay home, was 1 mile down the road at another bar watching my old band. She has confessed that the lead singer is hot. I also found out that they had gone to breakfast thge two of them afterwards. I have had it with the lies they are getting worse. My crush came to school this morning to have breakfast with me she called me last night and asked if we could do breakfast becausse she needs a friend. Her home life sucks so I was there for her. I really feel some kind of connection with her. We talk constantly and the conversation never ends. We both have a lot to say and the conversation is always intellectual. I really feel that this might go somewhere but who knows. I am going to look for an apt. somewhere in the city of rochester, Park Ave or East and Alexander area. I am lost as to what to do. I feel very depressed constantly except for when I talk to Danielle(AKA my crush).I go home with a happy face but it is all a front I am totally miserable inside.We will see what the future holds.Danielle is coming out Friday night with another friend tosee me play. Something my fiance has not done in 6 months.I will let you know what happens this weekend. I also have an interview Monday with Morgan Stanley as an office assistant. I am hoping.Talk to ya'll on Monday.
Metalhead Mechanic
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this girl in school [04 Oct 2005|11:46am]
Their is a girl in school who thinks I am cute. I wish she would talk to me because I am lonely right now.I seem happy go lucky but my private life sucks.I wish I had someone who would take me for me. Understands that I am a mechanic and doesn't mind the dirty hands and someone who doesn't criticize me.I am trying to better my life and it seems that I always fall and no one is there to help me. I am thinking about isolating myself and talking to no one.I wish I had someone who cares but i really do not foresee it happening any time soon. I want to be with someone who will care for me as much as I care for them. Enough complaining. I wish this caring one would just show up in my life so i can end my living with misery.I also do not have much time outside of work and school and the band to put forth an effort towards a relationship. If only this someone that i seek would be there to see me play on stage and maybe bring me dinner at work once and awhile. I am seeking ms.right and always endiong up with ms.right now. Gotta go too much stress and heartache. The metalhead mechanic,
Azoth (Brad)
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A-Z Quiz. [19 Apr 2005|02:26pm]
A - Age you got your first kiss:10
B - Band listening to right now:Jethro Tull
C - Crush: Tonya
D - Dad's name: Robert
E - Easiest person to talk to: My fiance tonya
F - Favorite bands at the moment: Jethro tull, megadeth,morbid angel and slipknot
G - Gummy bears or gummy worms: Sour Gummy worms!
H - Hometown: Born around the Richmond VA. area now stuck in Rochester, NY
I - Instruments: Guitar, drums, bass, voice,flute and piano
J - Junior High: Chesepeak
K - Kids: None
L - Longest car ride ever: Drove to Key west in 1996 from NY
M - Mom's name: Robin Leona (RIP Dec. 2004)
N - Nicknames: Peace,bratly
O - One wish: After getting married for people to listen to my original music that I wrote and composed.
P - Phobia[s]: Losing Embrace
Q - Quote: "Losing Embrace"
R - Reason to smile: I am breathing.
S - Song you sang last: "The WHISTLER" Jethro Tull
T - Time you woke up: 4:30am, so I could go running.
U - Unknown fact about me: I was a member of the Church Of Satan for 3 years.
V - Vegetable you hate: None I love them all.
W - Worst habit(s): Spending too much time playing guitar.
X - X-rays you've had: My shoulders when I was 16 I dislocated my shoulder in a football game and finished playing went to the hospital after the game.
Y - Yummy food: Any of my homemade Italian dishes,everyone loves my homemade Ravioli's and my Chicken Fettucini Alfredo.
Z - Zodiac sign: Cancer
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This weekend [19 Apr 2005|02:13pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

We had 2 killer shows this weekend and I have 1 month left with my current band. I took over as manager of the club that I work at and have too many responsibilities to play but I have beeen asked to play in a megadeth tribute band with some friends that i know. We will probably start that after the summer. I am hoping to change some things at the club by summers end.I got my tix for the new megadeth tour that is coming later this summer. I am asking a few friends to help me with some of the club duties.Xpureseduction will probably help me with my bookkeeping. I hope she knows what she is getting into.It's not that easy,she will do just fine.I am going to ask her man to maybe bounce for me. I need a few more people so if anyone in the rochester area has some friends who can bartend let me know.Gotta go and do some schoolwork.P.S. My one teacher in college is a cunt she might make me fail this class because she is a procrastinator and loses work that I have turned in to her.

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my new layout [13 Apr 2005|03:44pm]
[ mood | content ]

I would like to thank my side kick passionate kisses for designing and changing my journal.She spent time out of her busy day to do say and I am gracious. she is really cool. So enjoy another one of her fine innovations.

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[07 Apr 2005|04:20pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

I forgot to set my mood.

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Thursday! [07 Apr 2005|04:06pm]
Tomorrow night I get to open up for Firehouse in Buffalo.HOOOO HAAAAA.Boring.
I am going to the country of Sweden at the end of this month for work. I have to go to a 3 day music fest and book some bands. A mini-vacation.I have started a new band and will be leaving That 80's Hair Band soon. The new band is called Metal Illness and we will play all popular metal,new and old and already have a big gig booked opening for Steve Adler of guns-n-roses in Rochester.I have 2 more months with 80's hair band.Also the lead singer of the band the Murderdolls will be playing in Rochester in May the band is called Wednesday 13. Should be a good show. I asked Sabrina if her and jason would like to come to the show,it was all on me and she said yes.Finally I get to hang out with her outside of school.She japped me the last time. Some lame ass I'm sick excuse,she probably was getting laid and didn't want to come out.Oh well her loss.enough for today my hands hurt. C YA
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Guees what? [29 Mar 2005|02:49pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

I get to open up for the band FIREHOUSE.Yeah i'm really not that excited.I get to work backstage for the Black Label Society show tonight.THAT'S COOL!!!
Tomorrow I have to work on my cousins car,it's broke again.School is almost done for this semester.Sabrina is constantly talking to me and it annoys me.Just kidding cause i know that she will read this probably.No she's really cool and i have never met any cool females lately so she is one of a kind.Anywyas gotta go and see Zakk Wylde now.Bye

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[29 Mar 2005|02:32pm]
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE

-Name: Brad
-Birth date: July 9,1977
-Birth place: Brockport, NY

-Current Location: Avon, NY

-Hair Color: Dark Brown
-Righty or Lefty: Righty

LAYER TWO: ...ON THE INSIDE

-Your fears:rejection

-Your perfect pizza: New york Style
-Goal you'd like to achieve: My music heard on the radio.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW

-Your most overused phrase: Duh,Is that your real Hair?

-Your thoughts when first waking: I need a shower!
-Your bedtime: 10 pm weeknights and 4 am weekends

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK

-Pepsi or Coke: coke
-Single or group dates: Single

-Adidas or Nike: Adidas

-Lipton (Iced) Tea or Nestea: Lipton

-Chocolate or vanilla ice cream? Vanilla

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU? or Are you?

-Smoke: No.

-Weed: no
-Cuss: Sometimes.

-Think you've been in love: I know I've been in love.

-Like(d) high school: I liked being the age I was in high school and what I did outside of school, but I didn't like being in the high school.

-Get motion sickness: Nope.

-Think you're a health freak: No.

Get along with your mom:No
-Like thunderstorms: Yea.

-play an instrument: I play guitar and am in a band.

LAYER SIX: In the last six months>>Have you

-Drank alcohol: Yes

-Gone on a date: with my fiance
-Gone to the mall: Numerous times
-Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No.

-Eaten sushi: Yummy

-Gone skating: yes

-Gone skinny dipping: Not in the past six months... but I have done it.

-Dyed your hair: Never
-Stolen anything: Not in the past six months...


LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER

-Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yeeess...

-Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yup.

-Gotten beaten up: Nope.

-Changed who you were to fit in: No.


LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER

-Age you hope to be married: 28
-Numbers of Children: 2 or more.
-How do you want to die: On stage playing my guitar.
-What do you want to be when you grow up: A professional musiciain.
LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY

-Best eye color?: Baby blue
-Best hair color?: Doesn't matter.

-Short or long hair: No preference
-Best Articles of clothing: Jeans and T-shirts.And of course lingerie

-Best first kiss location: Overviewing Niagara Falls


LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS

-Number of people: 2

-Number of CDs: more than 1,000

-Number of piercings: 2 my nipples

-Number of tattoos: 3

-Number of times my name has appeared in the newspapers: more than 10
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last night [17 Mar 2005|01:18pm]
i'm mad.We opened for White Lion in Buffalo and in the middle of my show my amp stopped working.It was embarrasing and it''l cost me $2,000 to fix.FUCK!.Anyways heres my qoute of the day:In the 60's we took acid to make the world weird,now that the world is weird we take prozac to make it normal.Show tomorrow night in buffalo and show on saturday night in rochester.WHOOOOOO HOOOOOO. i hate playing in rochester,the bar sucks.My friend is typing away at some survey she is taking.I can't read it until later,she's a brat.(EM)Class is almost over at college at i nedd to go to the mall and get a part-time on the books job,my band doesn't get taxes taken out so i need something so that the IRS won't ride my ass next year.Anyways i'll let everyone know how the shows are going and updates with new shows.If anyone wants to check out my band the website is www.that80shairband.com.I am Brad Peace.
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tomorrow night [15 Mar 2005|12:45pm]
Again my fearless band leader books another show midweek.Tomorrow night we get the distinctive pleasure of opening up for White Lion,an eighties hair metal band with only two hits,Wait and When the Children cry.WHOOOO HOOOOOO.
A friend of mine landed herself a new job,CONGRATS to her.My life is a mess between soo many college projects being done and band.No time for anything else.Anyways enough bitchin' for now.This is enough for me today.share with ya'll more later.
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The weekend is near. [10 Mar 2005|01:45pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

It's Thursday and my week is about to start.Tonight I bounce at the club for our weekly K-Y Jelly wrestling,every thursday(YEAH).Friday as usual my band plays in Buffalo,just like any other friday.Saturday night brings fill in night.I have to play guitar for a motley Crue tribute band from philly called DR.FEELGOOD.anyways that's enough for now talk to ya'll later.

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